.the world through the eyes of this girl.

Saturday, September 27, 2008

i self-love you...

i always seem to write when it rains. again i'm trying to be careful of disclosing too much too soon. i write that stuff in my journal. yes, i have a journal and have since i was 12. anyway, i'm finding it hard to grasp the art of self-love. it's not really something that comes in steps and it's different for everyone. i'm really good at nuturing and boosting the confidence of others but with myself i seem to have no clue where to begin...
i hate to admit it but i finally got around to getting some new booties and i actually felt better because of it. not that rush when you buy something you don't need but a feeling of finally doing something you've been putting off. my feet were cold, soaked - i wore my summer sneakers down in a month and today i was walking around the upper east side and they were there - in my size, in the color i wanted. i got these and didn't feel a hint of buyers remorse:










hopefully i won't wear these down for at least a year. they go with almost everything i wear and i'll try to at least wear them with something totally unmatched just to make myself feel less in control.

Saturday, September 6, 2008

rain it's okay; it's saturday

it's raining...it's saturday and i'm eager. eager to sweep the floor, forget to eat and wondering if i really need to go out in the rain to hunt for brown jeans...

ummm...

i'm so sleepy.  i am finally making a post but i find it hard to keep my eyes open.  it's friday night; i'm home and find it nice to just be in my room listening to the rain.  so...without putting to much of a strain on my mind and without disclosing too much too soon from my head, i'll just spurt out a few things i've thought of more than once this week...or just really hard for like 3 hours....

wearing Rick Owens
numerology and years of "introspection" 
detox, detox, DETOX!
gossip girl is a guilty pleasure 

i can't think of anything else fast enough...so bonsoir for now mon cheries...

xoxox